hi. my name is bianca and im living a ife thats not exactly happy.. ive been a happy girl since 7 but yet 8th grade changed me… i dont know what dont know why. but i just became this. its probably because all the bullies and all the shity things people have said about me. i never let it get to me. but appreantly its been to much and i cant take it anymore so i accepted what has been said and now i think everything is true… | i try not too show that i am deppressed but its hard ya know
? i cant take it… i cut i cry i scream… i dont talk… i try to take the pain away but for what? nothin? nothing helps me…. my life is just sad to me because idont know what happened and the funny thing is that my parents dont know tht ive gone bad. sometimes i forget that ive gone bad but its not easy to become goood…. and im cared i wish i had a guy that cared for me… i try to be perfedt or pretty enough to get noticed but i dont….. im sorr yfor all my bullshit…. not nned for pitty… im used to it
